you just have to ride it out.
hope it goes away on its own.
hope the wound that caused it heals.
there are no solutions.
no easy answers.
you just breath deep and wait for it to subside.
most of the time,
pain can be managed.
the pain gets you when you least expect it.
hits way below the belt and doesn’t let up.
you just have to fight through.
because the truth is you can’t outrun it.
and life always makes more.
-Meredith “Grey’s Anatomy” Grey (season 2, I forget the episode)
when a “what are you doing? told ya not to do it thousands times but you never listening. look, what you’ve been doing now! I can’t help you anymore” feeling turns to “whatever/fine/up tu you” feeling, it means nothing can be continued anymore..
not the feeling, not the action, not the future. just ends.
you may have…
someone in your mind
someone in your heart
someone in your dreams
someone in your life
I am your someone
when you have no one
“If you see a snake, just kill it – don’t appoint a committee on snakes.”
last month, there was an uninvited gust came to my house. it’s a lil long snake. I was the one who found it. oh my…..
“At sunrise everything is luminous but not clear. It is those we live with and love and should know who elude us. You can love completely without complete understanding.”
“No matter how’s my feeling, the sunrise will always beautiful. “
date: April, 21st 2013
location: Krakal Beach, Yogyakarta
camera: Nikon COOLPIX L310
Oh my God, it’s already April! Time passes so fast, in a good way. Yeah, I just wanna share some photos of my Sunday School’s kids during Easter Day last month. You know, at the end of March 2013 we celebrated Jesus’ revival which is called Easter Day. On my church tradition, since 2005 I thought, we did praying at 4 pm called “Buha-buha Ijuk”. Why? Because, as Bible says, Jesus rose from the dead very early in the morning. After prayed, the Sunday School’s kids had to do something that really they looked forward to: seeking Easter eggs. Yeah, the Sunday School’s teachers had already hid some eggs. Can you believe that the kids that hardly wake up every day to go to school have already wide awake at the dawn just to seeking the eggs? Moreover, they’re already brought flashlights! After got some eggs, these kids will be given some questions about Bible’s story and got gifts if they’re answered it correct. You know, this kind of event is so deadly tiring. Boiling and hiding the eggs, waking up so early, wrapping the gifts up, and serving Sunday School again at the morning. Can’t deny that it’s exhausting. But… seeing the cheerful faces of God’s children is more exciting! It’s worthy and equitable. Yes, it is. Trust me.
“Now on the first day of the week, very early in the morning, they, and certain other women with them, came to the tomb bringing the spices which they had prepared.” (Luke 24: 1)
some people say love needs seasonings to be more delicious. for me, friendship needs accessories to be more beautiful