And I will make sure to keep my distance

 

‘distance’ is a song about loving someone at the wrong time in your life. maybe its too soon, maybe its too late, but never the less its about being around that one whom your heart longs for without being about to show your true feelings, without being able to tell them. its very hard to keep love a secret, and i wrote this song about the one time, i had to. (Christina Perri, 2012)

Song: Wings (Birdy)

 

Oh lights go down

In the moment we’re lost and found

I just wanna be by your side

If these wings could fly

Oh damn these walls

In the moment me’re ten feet tall

And how you told me after it all

We’d remember tonight

For the rest of our lives

 

Have you ever heard this song? Well, call me mainstream, but I bet you’ll like the MV bcoz it’s adventurous classic. And the gloomy music, that’s enchanting.

 

Under a trilion stars…

This is my favorite part. So here’s the thing: I do stargazing many times with some people at some places. Stargazing is one of the ways to enjoy His creation freely. And this song reminds about a night I spend with someone I liked, stargazing. This song reminds me that night in the dark we’re just lost our mind, not thinking about anything, and found ourselves just wanna be next to someone we love with no words. Just enjoyed the stars shining. Sometimes lil talks came up, but only a few minutes, then it’s all just silent again. It’s the real serenity that I love the most.

 

Last weekend I star-gazed with my friends at the beach. We looked so much stars at the sky shining brightly. And sometimes falling stars horrendoused us. Then it became late night, closer to the dawn, the stars became more and more bright. And unconsciously, I told my friend that stargazing like that made me remember him. The next minutes, I found myself told anything about him to my friend uninterruptedly, all the stories we passed. I said that the feeling when I’m stargazing with him, I wanna feel it again someday.

 

And now, I realize that this song reminds me that I miss him too much. And I just can’t handle it, sadly. But he’s already gone with his wings, not gonna miss me at all.

yeah, it’s true.

I love you but it's not so easy to make you here with me
 I wanna touch and hold you forever
 But you're still in my dream
 And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
 But I still have a time to break a silence
 
 When you love someone
 Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
 When you hold your love
 Don't ever let it go
 Or you will lose your chance
 To make your dreams come true...
 
 I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
 I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
 And I can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life
 When you love someone
 Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
 When you hold your love
 Don't ever let it go
 Or you will loose your chance
 To make your dreams come true...
 
 And I never thought that I'm so strong
 I stuck on you and wait so long
 But when love comes it can't be wrong
 Don't ever give up just try and try to get what you want
 Cause love will find the way....
 When you love someone
 Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
 When you hold your love
 Don't ever let it go
 Or you will loose your chance
 To make your dreams come true...
(When You Love Someone – Endah n Rhesa)

 

i love this song lately. it’s not bcoz I’m in love with him but I know that he loved me. and he doesn’t anymore.

the saddest part isn’t you can’t be with him but you wasted his heart away for you. trust me, it’s true. yeah, it is.

it’s not about your braveness to confess, but timing to show it.

I’ve lost my chance, but not my dream…

both of us

song by: B.o.B and Taylor Swift

 

Ever thought about losing it

When your money’s all gone and you lose your whip

You might lose your grip when the landlord tell ya that you due for rent

And the grass so green on the other side

Make a n-gga wanna run staight through the fence

Open up the fridge ’bout 20 times

But you still can’t find no food in it

That’s foolishness

And sometimes I wonder, why we care so much about the way we look, and the way we talk and the way we act and the clothes we bought, how much that cost?

Does it even really matter?

Cause if life is an uphill battle

We all tryna climb up the same ol’ ladder

In the same boat, with the same ol’ battle

Why so shallow? I’m just asking

What’s the pattern for the madness

Everybody ain’t a number one draft pick

Most of us ain’t hollywood actors

But if it’s all for one, and one for all

Then maybe one day, we all can ball

Do it one time for the underdogs

Sincerely yours, from one of yall

 

I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us
Some day I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us

 

I can feel your pain, I can feel your struggle

You just wanna live, been everything so low

That you could drown in a b?

That’s why I gotta hold us up, yeah hold us up

For all the times no one ever spoke for us

To every single time that they play this song

You can say that that’s what Bobby Ray wrote for us

When the tides get too high

And the sea up underneath get so deep

And you feel like you’re just another person

Getting lost in the crowd, way up high in the nosebleed

Uh, because we won’t be near yet, both of us

But we still stand tall with our shoulders up

And even though we always against the odds

These are the things that’ve molded us

And if life hadn’t chosen us

Sometimes I wonder where I woulda wound up

Cause if it was up to me, I’d make a new blueprint

Than build it from the ground up, hey

But if it’s all for one, and one for all

Then maybe one day, we all can ball

Do it one time for the underdogs

From Bobby Ray, to all of y’all

 

 

I always wish I’ll be a strong girl. But, lately I realize that being strong is not about a person. We need someone else, the stonger one, to be our model. Someone who realizes our weakness and excess, knows our ability, and understands our characters. So she/he can enforce us, to be stonger of course. It’s much happier if both of us being stronger together 😀
 

paradise

by: Coldplay

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
So she ran away in her sleep
Dreamed of para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Every time she closed her eyes
Whoa-oh-oh oh-oooh oh-oh-oh

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
And the bullets catch in her teeth

Life goes on
It gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear, a waterfall
In the night, the stormy night
She closed her eyes
In the night, the stormy night
Away she’d fly.

And dreamed of para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Whoa-oh-oh oh-oooh oh-oh-oh

She dreamed of para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Whoa-oh-oh oh-oooh oh-oh-oh.

La la la La
La la la

So lying underneath those stormy skies.
She said oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh.
I know the sun must set to rise.

This could be para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
This could be para- para- paradise
Whoa-oh-oh oh-oooh oh-oh-oh.

fell the same way with the girl in this song. I want paradise, even just little. please give it. I don’t need much. 
 

eyes open

Everybody’s waiting
Everybody’s watching
Even when you’re sleeping
Keep your ey-eyes open

The tricky thing
Is yesterday we were just children
Playing soldiers
Just pretending
Dreaming dreams with happy endings
In backyards, winning battles with our wooden swords
But now we’ve stepped into a cruel world
Where everybody stands and keeps score

Everybody’s waiting for you to breakdown
Everybody’s watching to see the fallout
Even when you’re sleeping, sleeping
Keep your ey-eyes open
Keep your ey-eyes open
Keep your ey-eyes open

So here you are, two steps ahead and staying on guard
Every lesson forms a new scar
They never thought you’d make it this far
But turn around (turn around), oh they’ve surrounded you
It’s a showdown (showdown) and nobody comes to save you now
But you’ve got something they don’t
Yeah you’ve got something they don’t
You’ve just gotta keep your eyes open

Keep your feet ready
Heartbeat steady
Keep your eyes open
Keep your aim locked
The night goes dark
Keep your eyes open

(Taylor Swift-OST. Hunger Games)

I LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT! she is as pretty as barbie 🙂

happy ending

This is the way you left me,
I’m not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it’s forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can’t get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I’ve ever told
No hope, no love, no glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I’m wasted
And I’m wastin’ every day

2 o’clock in the morning, something’s on my mind
Can’t get no rest; keep walkin’ around
If I pretend that nothin’ ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I’ve ever told
No hope, no love, no glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I’m wasted
And I’m wastin’ every day

A Little bit of love, little bit of love

nice song, great music, touchable lyric.

i dont feel this way right now,

but totally in love with this song.

but, of course, i dont wanna be like that.

all i want just have a happy ending with him, soon i hope.

then all i can say just: AMEN!!!!!!